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Saturday, December 02, 2006
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have
your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts, too, so remember how it felt when
yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because
time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love
like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't
be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.
when you kissed me that night.
i realized this is exactly what i want.
and for some reason it scares me that i can't get him off my mind.
i'm the kind of girl who laughs at jokes when they aren't funny,
who will do anything to make her friends smile,
who wants to be with you more than anything else in the world <3
when you love someone, it's something.
when someone love you, it's another thing.
when you love the person who loves you back, it's everything.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices in the truth. It always
protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
1 Corinthians 13:4-7
you will never know
how many times i've laid
in my bed all night just
thinking how much you
mean to me and how much
i love you...
it's amazing how i feel about you.
whenever i'm around you, nothing
else matters. how my heart stops and
i'm left breathless. and no matter how
many times i kiss you, it still gives me
butterflies.
each time i whisper, "i love you" i'm trying to remind you
that you're the best thing that ever happened to me..
and i could never live without you.. <3
love isn't about finding the
perfect person its about seeing an
imperfect person perfectly.
love is something you can't describe.
like the look of a rose.
the smell of rain.
or the feeling of forever.
fate is a path that controls your mind
it desides what happens all the time
it makes you happy and makes you blue
but i love fate because it gave me you
i won't make promises i can't fulfill
so when i say i'll be there forever;
i will
sometimes i wonder where i would be if i
never met you and you never met me. who
would i laugh with and cry with until the end?
where would i be without you, you are my true best friend.
and i love you more than life itself.
and don't be afraid of death..
be afraid of the unlived life.
no matter what happens, the first person
you love, is the person you'll always love.
no matter who else comes along. he'll
always be on your mind and in your heart. and
just when you think you're over him.. you
see his face, and the feelings are back again.
what scares me the most is knowing
that if i walk away, you wouldn't follow.
so here's a piece of advice; let go
when you're hurting to much. "give up
when love isn't enough. and move
on when things aren't like before."
surely there is someone out there-
who will love you even more. <3
and she pretends she doesn't care, but
really, she cares more than anyone else
when you look at me a certain way,
i feel like we're both playing a game.
where we won't admit it, but deep down
we both know that we should be together.
and she's got everything i want;
everything i need and desire.. <3
just because she's got him.
i always keep bumping into you;
everywhere i go i find you..
why? maybe this could be fate's
way of bringing us together or
maybe fate's just rubbing the fact
that i can't have you in my face.
z60307383
yeah, so maybe i do like him
but you can't blame me
there's just something about
that boy that makes me go
absolutely crazy
she sits in the corner
singing herself to sleep
wrapped around in promises
that no one seems to keep
so, from now on.. when you think of me,
just remember i could have been the best
thing you ever had </3
she hasn't looked at another
boy in the same way;
not since she met him at least.
Danielpowter1
it kills me to know you're in the same room
but you won't even talk to me.
its just time i realize i don't mean anything
to you and i never really did
Life Lesson#3: You can't stay mad at someone who makes you laugh.
after all this time, my heart still breaks
when i hear your name. not because
i love you, but because of all the things
we left unfinished and unsaid.
And so you're basically the girl's life.
She thinks about you all the time.
You're always the first one she
notices in a room full of guys.
You're the one that keeps her up
at night. Yeah, she's pretty much
head over heels for you. <3
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Sunday, June 25, 2006
Gettin' these quotes from .. Glitterflitter
*1* Okay, I admit it. I'm scare. I'm scared I'm gonna lose you forever. I fought so long and so hard just to keep you
in my life. And to sit here and realize that you are gone and I'm in this alone terrifies me. I'm so scared to do this and
I don't think I can do it alone.
*2* I think best friends are the ones who have been through what you've been through. They understand where you're coming
from and where you're going. It is always a challenge to stick by a friend who is making choices we disagree with and are
sometimes even dangerous. But it is at these times that our friends need us most.
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*3* It's when I'm standing 6 feet away from you and not being able to find the words to tell you how much I love you and
how much I miss you, that I just want to scream to the whole room that I'm still in love with you. It's when I'm sitting alone
with the phone in my hand, dialing your number and hanging up, that I would trade a thousand tomorrow's for just one yesterday.
Then I could just call you to tell you goodnight. It's when I am really sad about something and need someone to talk to that
I realize you're the only one who really knew me at all. It's when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much
I would give to hold you at that very moment. It's when I think about you that I realize no one else in the world is meant
for me.
*4* And for once I'm left speechless; nothing to say. I have no idea what to do. How can you just turn away? I want so
badly to grab your arm and pull you into my kiss, but what would that fix? I don't know what I did to deserve this.. </3
*5* How am I supposed to feel about things I've done? I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run. I know that
I hurt you. Things will never be the same. The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away.. </3
*6* It's been days since I've seen you
Hours since I've talked to you
Minutes since I last heard your name
but yet it has been only a matter of seconds
Since I've thought of you.
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*7* Bite your lip,
Tell me I drive you crazy,
Tell me you love being crazy.
*8* While you were sleeping,
I stared into the darkness
and wondered how I ended
up with you so close to me.
*9* So
lets say,
*theoretically*,
that I really like you.
And that,
*theoretically*,
even though it sounds moronically cliche and overused,
you give me butterflies.
Oh, and, just for kicks,
lets add
(all in *theory*, of course)
that you may or may not be one of the most wonderful people I've ever met and I am still,
*theoretically*,
reeling and jumping from simply seeing you.
*Theorectically*,
would you happen to feel
the same?
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Sunday, June 18, 2006
*1* Maybe we're crazy to be falling in love. Or maybe I'm just crazy all together.
*2* As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let you down, probably will. You will have
your heart broken, probably more than once and it's harder every time, you'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when
yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend and lose friends you thought you would always have. You'll blame a new
love for things that an old one did, you'll cry because time is passing so fast and you'll eventually lose somebody you didn't
think you could live without. So, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt, because every second you spend angry
or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
*3* We're not perfect. We laugh too hard, we are way too loud and we make complete fools of ourselves, but doing it together
is what makes us best friends.
*4* Drama is funny when it doesn't involve you.
*5* I'm tired of people asking me, "Are you okay?" or "What's wrong?" Don't they get it? I'm sad..
good Lord get used to it.. you'll be seeing more of it.
*6* To put it simply ;; she's scared. Scared to lose him. She's scared she'll do something wrong to make him want to leave.
She's scared he's going to find someone else so much better than her. She's scared ;; because she finally realized how much
he means to her.
*7* All the things that annoyed you so much are the little things you miss the most when he's gone.
*8* I'm sorry about the phone call and needing you. But some deciions, you don't make. I guess it's just like breathing
and not wanting to. And there are some things you can't fake. She's wrong for you, I swear. Did you forget to read the script?
It was always you and me. Just you and me.
*9* Take chances.. a lot of them. Because honestly, no matter where you end up and with who, it always ends up just the
way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are. You learn and grow with each choice you make. Everything's worth it.
Say how you feel, always be you, and be okay with it.
*10* The only people that you need in life at the ones that need you in theirs.
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*11* He's the only person she wants to be with. He means so much to her. She loves his stupid jokes, how he can change
her entire day by just giving her a hug, the way be can always make her laugh, and how he's by her side through everything
that goes wrong.
*12* If he saw what I see every time I look into his eyes, he'd never need to have secong thoughts, he'd never leave me
again.
*13* I would do anything to be with you, and that's what scares me the most.
*14* We came expecting, left remembering. We came as strangers, left as friends. We came with nothing and left with everything.
*15* Someday you're going to meet someone who drives you mad, who you're going to fight with and laugh with. Someone you'll
do insane things for, who is going to turn your life upside down.
*16* Looking in your eyes, seeing all I need, everything you are is everything to me.
*17* The most comfortable place in the world is me and you; me head on your chest, rising and falling with your breathing
and listening to your heart beat and your arms wrapped around me holding me tight.
*18* All I'm asking for is one day together. Just you and me all alone and if you can honestly tell me you don't feel
anything for me after that day I'll finally let you go. <3
*19* Don't change anything about yourself for a guy because that might be the one thing he loved about you.
*20* I want someone who won't care that I'm incapable of sitting still, that I can't grasp the concept of cleaning, and
I refuse to be lady like. Someone who realizes that half of the decisions I make are usaully ones I regret, and I have the
right to over react at any given moment. I want someone who knows how completely insance I am and he wouldn't want me *Any.Other.Way.*
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Thursday, June 15, 2006
I'm looking in the sky, wishing on a star
hoping, praying, that where ever
you are, you're smiling brightly &
thinking of me, because right
now, I think we were meant to be.
Palm trees, ocean breeze.
Standing by the clear blue sea.
Hot air, sunkissed hair.
Endless summer, take me there
Our lips locked, on the sand
You grab my waist, I take your hands
In the sun, just you and me
This is how it's meant to be
At some point, you have to make a decision
Boundaries don't keep other people out.
They fence you in. Life is messy.
That's how we're made.
So, you can waste your lives drawing lines.
Or you can live your life crossing them.
But there are some lines
that are way too dangerous to cross.
-Meredith Greya--Greys Anatomy
Sometimes things ; just dont work out.
The girl who seemed unbreakable ;; broke.
The girl who seemed so strong ;;crumbled.
The girl who always laughed it off ;; cried.
&& the girl who never stopped trying ;; quit.
BOYS:
the nice ones are ugly.
the cute ones are mean.
and the nice and cute ones are gay.
& some girls were just born with glitter in their veins
- Paris Hilton
No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
When my fist clenches, crack it open
Before I use it and lose my cool
When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool
~blink 182
think how DiFFERENT it would be
if you never met the one person
who changed e v e r y t h i n g
there is no one in this world
who can love me like you do.
that is the reason that i want
to spend forever with you. <3
Keep Your Dreams Big
&* Your Hopes High.
Never Let Life Pass You By.
everyone makes mistakes,
but it's okay, because love doesn't require you to be perfect,
but it does require you to forgive.
oh,dontworry
you didnt break me. no,
sweetie you competely destroyed me
In order to be irreplacable one must
be different
-->COCO CHANEL<--
its always the same--the guy letting go
while the girl fights a battle so he'll hold on..
but the thing is, all the girl really wants to do
is get over it, so she can let go, too </33
HERE'S THE TRUTH
ABOUT THE TRUTH.
IT HURTS.
SO WE LIE.
- grey's anatomy
Run in the rain to get wet,
call a friend just because you care,
smile just because you can,
and laugh just to make people stare.
what doesn't kill you
only makes you stronger.
&& everytime I look
into those pretty eyes.
I lose my breath
I've just met you recently
but I've known you forever
you're the person I used to
to dream about and NEVER
thought I would find<3
isn`t funny how they always want
to be friends right after they break
YOUR HEART.. </3
you will NEVER know how many times
i`ve laid in my bed ALL night just thinking
about how MUCH you meant to me &&
how much i LOVE you. <3
you're too amazing
to ignore <3
L-O-V-E. <3
it's a short word.
easy to spell.
difficult to define.
&impossible to live without.
& we're right back
to where we started off
[[and i kinda like it]]
oh yes, the past can hurt,
but the way that i see it-
you can either run from it
or learn from it
*Be you. just because you are the only one standing up in a crowd doesnt make it wrong.
Just becuase you are laughing when everyone else is silent doesnt make you weird. And
just becuase you are Having fun when everyone else is sad doesnt make you a bad person.
Live the time you have to the fullest . No regrets . give 100 % , No turning back <33
never had anyone i could actually count on.
i've been let down so many times. i was tired
of hurting & so tired of searching. & then, you
walked into my life. it was a feeling i'd never
known & for the first time, i didn't feel alone
in life you gotta take some risks you cant
steal second base and keep your foot on first
I dont know what you want
or what else is left to say.
If it was meant to happen.
Then it will....someday
friends are like colors of the rainbow;
unique & brilliant alone, but perfect & awesome
w h e n t o g e t h e r . =)
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
so tell me what i did wrong,
to make you love her instead
As we grow up there's going to be many things
that we don't like. Hook-ups that mean so much
to one person && nothing to the other. Girls who
like the same guy you like ;; you'll meet new
people who may matter more than others might
but the one guy who stays by you till the end
will be the one - <3 lAGUNA bEACH
& for once i'm left speechless ; nothing to say.
I have no idea what to do. how can you just turn
away? I want so badly to grab your arm & pull
you into my kiss, but what would that fix? i don't
know what i did to deserve this.. <|3
After all is said and done, I still think you're amazing. I still cherish every moment
I spent with you, every smile you brought to my face. I'll be forever thankful that
someone like you was brought into my life, even if you had to be taken away too
soon. See, you were my miracle. you were the fairytale I got to live.
He gets her out of bed in the morning,
drags her to school, pulls her through classes,
brightens up her day, & doesn't even know he does it
If something was really important, fate
made sure it somehow came back to you
and gave you another chance.
Sometimes you meet someone,
and before you know their name,
before you know where they're from,
you know that sometime in the future,
this person is going to
mean something to you.
&& I dont want to be your whole world
I just want to be your favorite part <3
It's true that we don't know what
we've got until we lose it, but it's
also true that we don't know what
we've been missing until it arrives.
It doesnt matter how long yove
known him - if hes had you smiling
since day one ;; never let him go
There have been lots of ups & downs,
but ultimately, at the end of the day, that's
what makes you who you are. we all know
how to laugh, we all know how to cry, & we
all know how to love back. we all know
heartbreak, but the world keeps moving, &
we keep moving along with it. & everything
we experience helps us realize how beautiful
life really is..
After all the laughs, making jokes, flirting, teasing, staring at each other
in the eyes as a game, talking, serious talks, & secrets, of course i still
love you but then after all the flirting with other girls, ignoring me, not
talking to me around other girls, making fun of me, & not saying goodbye
i really dont know why i still have feelings for you..
you do your thing and i'll do my thing
you be you. and i'll be me. && if in the
end we both end up together, it's beautiful <3
*- Boy Meets World
partying && flirting -- chillin all over the town
malls, movies & just sittin around
actin stupid & having fun
that's the only way me & my girls get it done
My theory is if you look confident
you can pull off anything. Even if you
have no clue what your doing.
--Jessica Alba
you`re my sunshine on the cloudiest days,
the light in the sky, the tears in my eyes,
the smile on my face,
& someone i can never replace<3
life is too short to wake up in the morning
with regrets, so love the people that treat
you right. forget about the ones that dont
& believe that everything happens for a
reason. if you get a chance , take it. if it
changes your life, then let it. nobody said
it'd be easy. they just promised it would
be all worth it in the end
I'd rather be here,
than anywhere with you.
I don't hate you.
I hate the fact that you don't seem
To realize I exist when she's around.
We're not sarcastic
We're hilarious
We're not annoying
We're just cooler than you
We're not bitches
We just don't like you
We're not obsessed
We're just BEST FRiENDS
I don't know what you want
or what else is left to say.
If it is meant to happen.
Then it will... Someday.
I predict our love will last.
Because we made it through
A Hell Of A Past.
There she goes
Again..
Believing in something that is probably
Never going to happen.
Promise me that you will always be here for me..
I mean no matter what, that we will always have eachother in the end..
Ohh, so maybe I am a little crazy...
but loving you is something I have n other choice but to do..
I will take care of you soul when you are in pain and feel like you can't take it anymore,
I'll pull you close and help you along. You have always been the other half of my soul
so tonight I will show you how much I want to be your other half.
Love is a crazy, messed up emotion. It will make you smile; make you laugh; get you
crying; make you feel like dying; But in the end, no matter how much it makes you feel,
you know it's worth every single second.
As many times as you might want to walk away from him all he does is smile at you and
you find yourself still standng there.
Love is something that you can't ask for.. it is only something one can hope for.
Anyone can give up. It's the easiest
thing in the world to do, but to hold
it together when everyone else would
understand if you fell aprat, that's true strength.
This life is so amazing-- no matter where this journey has led you to so far just close your
eyes and try to end imagine where this journey may take you.
Listen, I know I may screw up at times and
that I may hurt you just a little bit, but please
know that I love you and as long as you keep
loveing me.. I will never let you down..
I'm so glad I found you,
I'm not going to lose you.
Whatever it takes, I will stay
here with you. Take you to
the good times, see it through
the bad times, whatever it takes
is what I'm going to do. Let them
say we're crazy, what do they
know. Put your arms around me
baby, and never let go. Let the
world around us just fall apart.
Baby we can make it. If we're
HEART to HEART
Am I crazy for waking up every morning with a smile on my face, thinking about you all day
long, and going to sleep at night dreaming about you.. it's like all of a sudden I can't get you
off my mind.
You're Perfect
Because everything you do
Makes me smile
Because every second spent with you
Is worth while
Because when you laugh at me
I laugh too
Because everyone else can see
That I'm devoted to you
Because I love your eyes
And the way they shine
Because you don't tell lies
And you're so cute when you whine
Because when you get mad
You can't hide it
Because even when you're sad
I can find it
Because the way you hold me
Sends shivers down my spine
Because your spirits so free
And you're so flipping fine
Because I never stop thinking about you
It's not fair
Because you're just perfect
And no one else can compare.
while we're young and beautiful, kiss
me life you mean it, treat me like
i'm special, cover me with sweetness,
cause a time will come when we're not
so young and beautiful
It's the feeling that you get when you are about to go down the hill of a really tall roller
coaster, that feeling when you see somebody you love for the first time in forever, that's
the feeling that I get when I see him.
I really want you, not in a sexualy way, no, I ant you in a talking on the phone for hours,
hugging all the time, finishing eachothers sentences, laughing at nothing, kind of way,
do you think that you can do that?
I love your smile, it's the best, and that laugh, the one that everyone makes fun of, yeah,
it's almost my favorite.
Nobody's Perfect
but some people are perfect for e a c h o t h e r.
Love was a word I didn't believe.
Dreams were just a myth.
But my belief
Of things changed..
The day that you found me.
I wish I could tell you
how I relaly feel.
And I wish I knew
how you would react.
it's you
it's always been you
and it always will be..
i'm the kind of girl
that would hurt all my life
just to know you're happy.
i've been cheated on before.
you knew that, you knew everything,
but yet you went and did this to me..
how can i trust you anymore?
baby;; i'm a mess and
my room is, too.
i laugh at the stupidest things,
and say the wrong things at
the wrong times.
i get mad easily.
but i'm just me.
and that all i can be.
and we're the best of friends; stay up til
4 in the morning talking about random things;
we have those stupid little fights and then move
on; we do eachothers make-up and hair
and go out and have a good time; and when i'm
crying over some guy; you're right there with me.
hate all you want.. but
you can't break a girl
who thinks nothing of you.
it's funny how the poeple that
hurt you the most are the ones
who said they never would.
move on, don't waste a second caring
for someone who doesn't care for you.
it's not who you are to the world, it's who you are to me,
it's how many times i say i love you,
it's how much i really do.
I hate the way you make me smile, the way even if it's the worst day of me life, I look at
you and it takes everything away, I hate how you say the stupidest things but I still fall
in love iwth every word you say, I hate the way you dress, the way you act around your
friends, the things you say to me, the way you treat me, i hate how beautiful you are, the
thing i hate most of all is me, i hate me for loving you.
i miss the way
you used to miss me
Friends ah, they truly are angels in disguise. They make the saying Laughter is timeless.
Imagination has no age. Dreams are forever true. And best friends wow, there's nothing
else like them, I really don't think you can ever find something else one this earth as precious
as a best friend. You can tell them anything and everything, trust themw ith your life, screw
up a million and one times and still know they'll love you for everything you are. You can
be a complete bitch or in the weirdest mood and they'll love you.. because it's not love that
kills us; it's the absence of it that does. But we all know friends will be there for us forever.
Ya know sometimes things get blurry and even lonelier but we know how to escape and
our friends will teach us how to be real.
no one else presence gives me the butterflies quite like you and no one elses name makes
my heart beat quites that fast and i learned the hard way; no one can give me the same
feelings you do*
The most comfotable place in the world
Is me and you
My head on your chest
Feeling in rise and fall
And your heart beat
Your arms wrapped around me
Holding me so tight
When I lost faith, you believed in me.
When I stumbled, you were right there.
For every act of love you've done, I owe you one.
There were hard times.. I know I survived only
'cause you stayed by my side. With all I have,
with all I am, I promise you all my life.
Well it's over. Totally done with.
I mean, yeah, I enjoyed the time it
lasted. I don't wish we never met or
that it never happened. But it's okay
with me that it's over
The boy that I thought I was going to be with
for the rest of my life. The boy that
made me smile every time I laid my eyes on him.
The boy that promised me that
I'll forever be his.
The boy that made me nervous
when we first kissed. The boy that
made me feel so secure about myself.
I gave up on that boy.
Love is passion, obsession, someone
you can't live without. If you don't start
with that--what are you going to end
up with? Fall Head Over Heels. I saw
find someone you can love like crazy
and who'll love you the same way
back. And how do you find him?
Forget your head and listen to your
heart. i'm not hearing any heart. Run
the risk. If you get hurt, you'll come
back, because the truth is there is no
sense living your life without this. To
make the journey and not fall deeply
in love, well you haven't lived a life
at all. You have to try--because if you
haven't tried, you haven't lived.
Go ahead, go out with her,
doesn't faze me a bit.. but don't
come crawling back, complaining
when things don't go right for you..
you had your chance with me, &
I'm long over you by now
and even if she walks in; sweats, no makeup,
hair up; tell her she's beautiful. because that's
all she wants to hear. and to hear it form you
makes it ten times better than to hear it from
[ s o m e b o d y e l s e <3 ]
i tried to move on. i really did. i tried to tell myself
that you don't want me & i can't have you anymore.
i tried so hard. but how can you let go of the only
person that makes you happy? the only person who
makes you feel alive? the only reason you're still here?
you just can't let go of someone like that. <|3
WHAt C0MES BEF0RE PARt "B" ?
PARt-"AY" ;)
&& whenever they see you, they tap me and
say, "THERE HE iS." & i`ve gotten to the point
where i wish they wouldn`t. it only makes it
harder to let go when i have to see everything
i FELL iN LOVE WiTH. <||3
why do you do what you do to me?
your shaking my confience; driving me insance.
you know if i could, i'd do anything for you.
please don't ignore me 'cause you know i adore you.
let me just sit here
& pretend i`m worth something to you.
i`m a hopeless romantic. I believe in
wishing on stars, soul mates and
love that never ends. But yet, sometimes
I feel like the only single person alive.
I feel so alone. No matter what I try to do,
I`m left in solitude. Maybe I try too hard.
Maybe I really am hopeless? </3
it`s you
it`s always been you
&& it always will be ..
you're talking to a girl who has had her heart broken, cried for continuous hours,
yelled & screamed for help. a girl who turned her back on the world & a girl who
did nothing but love someone who couldn't love her back
Out of 2000 people in the school, I was only avoiding
one...that one I saw as I turned the corner.. yeah, fate
really does work in some messed up ways sometimes.
yeahh, he was part of my |past|
&& yeahh, he`s part of my |[ present ]|
hopefully he`ll be part of my `-->future
well, then we clicked again...
we talked like we used to ;;
&& called every night,
hung out like it was no biggie
&& knew it meant everything
Love is something you can`t describe
Like the look of a rose
The smell of rain
Or the feeling of forever.
yeah, we didn't know each other that long. but when we first met, i felt like
i had known you forever. you were like my only one, and i can honestly
say that i never felt that way about anyone else. you made me feel complete,
secure, like i was worth something. then you just walked away completely,
like i never meant anything to you..
i just hope that one day you will finally realize what we had & what was yet to come for us.
what was all in the palm of your hand, but you chose to throw it away. i hope you realize
that i was right there waiting for you & you just turned your back. <|3
she yells because she cares.
she cries because she's frustrated.
she wants to fix the problem
she randomly smiles because she's thinking of you,
even if you're already there.
she scrunches her face because she's about
to explode, not because she's constipated.
she hits you because she wants to touch you.
she's flirting.
she stares at you because she's facinated.
she calls every half hour because she misses you
she lectures you because she's boss, not mom.
she kisses you because she just wants to.
she asks you questions because she's curious,
not to be annoying.
she wants to know where you are to be with you
she calls just to hear your voice.
she walks beside you to hold your hand
she sits close to you to lean on your shoulder
she stands in front of you because she wants a hug.
& it's the way you absently play with my rings
While we lay & watch TV
& it's the way you lightly tilt my chin
While you look right into my eyes before we kiss
& it's the way you think you are so macho & tough
While you are just as much of a mush as me
& it's the way I can escape into my head
While I replay moments of us in my mind
& it's the way you kiss me
While everything else in the world disappears
& it's the way we can just stare into each others eyes
While not one word is said
& it's the way we joke about missing each other all day
While we've never been more serious
& it's the way I cant stop thinking of you
While I go about my day
We lay there for hours. Arms & legs intertwined so tight, my head resting gently on
your chest as your fingers trace my back. We may have done nothing today other
than hang around, but I know in this moment ; it's something I will remember for the rest of my life
It isn't about showing off & saying all the right sweet nothings
at all the ideal times. It isn't about acting any certain way.
It's about being who you are, its about laughing,
its about being together & that being enough.
& I just want to know what's going on between you & her,
cus I'm preparing my heart to be broken, &
getting ready to move on but I just need to know..do I have to?
& I know I should move on, I have to..
Its just I don't think I'm ready for this
I'm trying to be ok with this, I know you deserve to be happy
& I know that I can't give that to you, but maybe she can
maybe she can make you smile, maybe she can make you laugh
maybe she can break my heart, maybe she can make me cry
Love..Its not something you decide to feel, It not like..'oh he's cute, I'm gonna like him'
Its just happens, one day you'll see him You've probably seen him many times before
but for some reason this time is different, there's something there, something that you
never realized before. You can't take your eyes off him, & you start to get this feeling in
the pit of your stomach. It doesn't hurt but its like a sinking feeling & suddenly you feel
like throwing up. But then again you'll like this feeling, cus the feeling you get once he
leaves will be so much worse. It will be an indescribable pain, & you'll just feel empty inside.
You'll begin to look for him where ever you go, start dreaming about him at night. Every love
song that you here will make you think of him. Suddenly it will be harder to talk to him, & you
won't understand why your words aren't coming out right. You'll start over analyzing everything
you say to him, you'll think that every thing you say sounds stupid. But what ever he says to
you will just be perfect. You see him differently then everyone else, the room will light up
when ever he walks in, & everything is always better when he's there..You'll find him someday,
& the feeling will be amazing..I just hope that it works out better for you than it did for me,
I hope he finds you too.
i want a boy that i can be myself around.. that i can goof of in front of;;
that i can ask stupid questions and not be laughed at, but with..
i want a boy who would drive out of his way to get me, and when we don`t
even leave together, he wouldnt care because he at least go to see me.
i want a boy that i couldnt get mad at;; that i couldn`t even pretend i was mad
at because he would make me smile everytime. i want a boy that would be
there for me no matter what. && i had a boy that i could be my total, ditzy
self in front of and not be afraid of what he thought. i had a boy that would
drive on freaking e m p t y to be with me. i had a boy & i couldn`t get mad at
him. not once. i couldn`t even pretend, because, he would look at me and
i`d fall for him all over. i had a boy that was there for me.. anytime. now i miss
that boy with all there is left. there won`t be another boy like him. that won`t
care whether or not i shoulda been a blonde. that would just want to hang out
with me everyday. i miss that boy that was impossible to be mad at. whose
smile would keep me wanting more. i am in love with this boy.
there`s always gonna be those two people in your life
that you'll never forget
your first love.. & the first to break your heart
.........i`ll remember you as both..........
He told me he still loved me, but there wasn't that confidence in his voice.
There wasn't that sparkle in his eyes.
For the first time, I was fully aware that my best friend was sitting here lying to me
HE`S tHE CUtESt . NiCESt . GREAtESt
SEXiESt . MOSt ROMANtiC | MOSt
iNtENSiVE ASSHOlE i HAVE EVER MEt
<33
CORY : MY FAVORiitE COlOR`S YEllOW, & iiM SUCH A HAPPY FEllOW, iit MAKES ME jiiGlE liiKE JEllO! HEllO!
To truely love is to have the courage to walk away & let the
one who wishes to be free go, no matter how much it hurts..
Do me a favor.. when you get
another girlfriend, don't change too
much. I've already watched you change
over the years & trust me, you're
just fine the way you are..
If I could spend every minute of every day
with you, I would, I think about you all the time,
I think of you when I go to bed, and you're the
first thing I think about when I wake up, I can't
go through one day without wanting to see you,
needing to see you, your addicting, I don't get it,
what is it about you?
Just when you put it all behind you, just
when you forget about where you've been, he
comes back into your life & you realize you still need him..
Of course i'm scared that i wont
be enough for him..it breaks my heart
to know that i gave all i could & he still
needed more..but i think the problem is
me, trying to use this as an excuse,
knowing that maybe in time he won't be
enough for me anymore. & I'm just so
sick of being that girl, who hurts the guy
& eventually hurts herself more..
Some hearts are broken &
mended ; others are shattered &
torn although it was never intended
because love is eternally sworn.
I've cried, prayed, & pleaded for
that love to hold it's ground. Hope
was all i needed & pain was all i found..
and you're a little more
THAN WHAT I CALL AMAZING
Sometimes we just don't appreciate those people who really care for us until
they leave us, until we lose them, then we regret. Outer beauty doesn't matter;
it's the inside that counts. It's better to tell someone how much you love them
rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them. You'll regret it.
Laughter is timeless - -
Imagination has no age
&& Dreams -- are forever
you've had me since hello. nothing will ever `
change that. not distance, not space. nothing
will ever take my heart away from you. ever*
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
you can miss someone that died.
you can miss someone that moved away,
but the worst way to miss someone, is someone you see everyday.
all i need is just
one chance, one kiss, one night to show you what you
mean to me, one chance to spend the day with you and to
show you how we're so alike. one kiss to prove we're
more than just friends... and one night to hold you tight
so many people want us apart
they are blind and dont see our hearts
falling in love was meant to be
i am for you and you are for me
I'll always be beside you until the
very end, wiping away all your
tears, being your best friend. I'll
smile when you smile and feel all
the pain you do, and if you cry a
single tear, I promise I'll cry, too.
EVERY DREAM i EVER HAD
SUDDENLY CAME *TRUE*
EVERYTHiNG i EVER WANTED
i FOUND iT ALL iN *YOU*
there are only two times i want to be with you --now and forever--
anyone can make you smile or cry but it takes someone truly special to make you smile when you already have tears in your
eyes.
I'd rather go blind than to see you walk away from me.
I'd rather go deaf than to hear you say you hate me.
I'd give up all things just to be with you.
'Cause what's everything if I don't have you?
and of all the ways you hurts me i think
the worst was when you stood up and
asked her to [ d a n c e ] to our song
After all we have been through, after all the pain
I had to deal with. I still find this little
piece of me that still loves you <3
Never regret something that once made you smile
just learn from the tears that follow
you were there for me for so many years .. making
me laugh while i was in tears ;; i will never let anyone
take your place because you're the best friend i've got.
you laugh at my stupidest jokes ;; put up with my worst
moods .. go along with my crazy ideas .. and you still \\
manage to see the best in me
i want a guy that doesnt care
about what i wear or how i do my hair.
who loves my smile and my dorky laugh
and how i get hyper when i'm tired
who would never want to see me cry
-- at least not tears of sadness
and who would do those small things
that make my day
just because he knows it would make me happy <3
'Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
--Bad Day--
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
--Blink 182--
If only the good things lasted so much longer,
and we never had to say goodbye..
--Laguna Beach--
Best friends are people who make your
problems, their problems.. just so
you don't have to go through them alone
People are going to hate you, love you, love to
hate you, and hate to love you. But the ones
that mean the most will always be there.
--Sex and the City--
Laughter is Timeless, Imagination has No Age,
and Dreams are Forever.
--Walt Disney--
Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they're supposed to run wild until they ind someone, JUST AS WiLD, to
run with.
--Sex and the City--
Always smile through the drama, things will get better
it might be a little cold and stormy, but it can't rain forever.
i never thought i would risk the chance of
getting hurt again .. but for some reason
+--- when i'm with you .. it all seems worth it ---+
you're the reason why i smile
yet break down and cry
you're the reason why i still keep going
and the reason why i fall
because without you in my life
i'm nothing at all
through tough times, smiles and dispair
a hug and a giggle, a "how's my hair?"
you know i'll be there till the very end
you're my sister and my best friend
you make my heart feel
something it's never felt
before .. and everytime
i see you, i fall in love a
( little bit more .. )
you know damn well ;
we'd go crazy without eachother
we stood there in the snow and i told you my
hands were freezing. you grabbed one and whispered
i can keep it warm.
i'M NOT ALL THAT AND A BAG OF CHiPS
BiTCH; i'M THE WHOLE PARTY MiX
don't change anything about yourself
for a guy, because the one thing that you
changed, may have been the one
thing he loved about you.
and she's got everything i want ;
everything i need and desire ... <3
just because she's got him
you don't have to be in Disney World
for all your dreams to come true <3
it kills me to know you're online
and you won't talk to me... its just
time i r:e:a:l:i:z:e that i don't mean anything
to you.... and never really did
She was all over him like..
Butter on a Pancake.
--The Real World-Key West--
Whenever you're with me,
I feel so happy inside. All my fears are gone,
and my heart comes alive with just one kiss,
and one single touch I realize how I Love You so much.
you're talking to a girl who has had her heart broken,
cried for continuous hours, yelled and screamed for help.
a girl who turned her back on the world and a girl who
did nothing but love someone who couldn't love her back.
There will always be people
you can't believe you were
ever friends with.
ever since i met you
nobody else is even worth thinking about
party hard
live easy
it's funny how the poeple that
hurt you the most are the ones
who said they never would.
i saw him turn the corner and my heart skipped a beat,
then i saw he had that girl holding his hand,
my heart shattered
you only life once--
No Regrets!
life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances, you just have to live life to the fullest. laugh as much
as you can, spend all your money, tell someone what they mean to you, tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain,
hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, pig out, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, don't be afraid
to take chances or fall in love... and most of all live in the moment cause when you look back someday knowing you have no
regrets... that's going to be what makes you smile.
Never say good-bye because saying good-bye means going away, and going away means forgetting. *Peter Pan
The cool thing about fashion
is that even though every
magazine has fashion rules,
there are really no rules to
fashion as long as you do
what you want and have comfort.
--Emma Roberts--
But the struggles make me stronger
And the changes make me wise
And happiness has it's own way of taking it's sweet time
No life ain't always beautiful
But I know I'll be fine
Hey life ain't always beautiful
But it's a beautiful ride
What a beautiful ride
Perfect song on the radio
Sing along cause its one we know
Its a smile, its a kiss
Its a sip of wine, its summertime
Sweet summertime
And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless *
Yeah, I'd lie for that girl,
cry for that girl
take a bullet and straight up die for that girl
Cause` their my [Best Friends]
i've always been the nice girl
and i realized this year
that sometimes you have
to go after what you want
--Laguna Beach--
It's not about being who everyone
else wants you to be. It's about being
you, and finding someone who
loves every bit of it.
the worst thing about
being lied to is knowing that
your not worth the truth
Love - - [la-huv] (verb)-
Giving someone the ability to destroy your heart,
but trusting them enough not to *
it's like half of me really wants to
be with him & the other half just
wants to be over him
- - Laguna Beach<3
its alright to cry - those who show their feelings are stronger than those who hold them inside
i always wonder what crosses your
mind when your eys meet mine ....
You laugh at my stupid jokes;;
put up with my worst moods;;
go along with my crazy ideas
&& you still manage to see the best in me.
She laughs at the rumors she hears about
herself ; because she loves to hear those
desperate attempts to [ bring her down ]
they're just jealous, i mean look at us - what's not to love?
have fun - get crunk - dance wild - fall in love
do what you wanna do..say what you
wanna say - && don`t let anyone
b r i n g . y o u . d o w n<3
& YOU'LL NEVER FiND A GiRL WHO
LOVES YOU MORE THAN ME <333
if you can't handle me at my worst
you don't deserve me at my best
some friends are pennies..
two-faced and worth-less
true friends are like chinese
take out.
they are depedable, enjoyable, and
just a phone call away.
everyone wants happiness
no one wants pain
but you can't make a rainbow
without a little rain
You live, you learn
You crash & burn.
Hearts are broken
by words unspoken
You think you want to die
but in reality - you just want to be saved
After a while, the jokes aren't funny anymore.
There's nothing left to smile about. Everyone
begins to look the same. Lovers lose their
passion. Friends become enemies. &
The life we once knew is gone.
i was born to be stubborn, to be
a little bit bitchy, to push people
to push myself. i was taught never
to take life for granted, to live a
little, to love with everything i had
to never give up, to believe in
myself, but most of all, fight for myself
& im the kind of girl who
will wait all day for you to
sign online, then do nothing
but watch your screen name
sit on my buddy list
so, make her laugh a little and help her get through. she used to cry and no one knew. help her out and treat her right.
it's been awhile since she's smiled so bright. show her that not all guys lie, and be the one that keeps her tears dry.
I could kiss a million guys, and it still wouldn't
mean half as much as it does just to hold your hand.
The key of individuality is to get rid of that
"I'm afraid of looking stupid" line of thought.
She ignores the ones who want her,
because she's too busy waiting for him.
If I could tell you one thing, then I'd tell you everything.
I'd probably say that you've been on my mind,
since we sat on the driveway watching the stars,
pretending that we were the only ones left in the world.
And when they ask, "Are you guys together?"
I wonder if it hurts you to have to say no.
"I'm sitting next to my best friend in
the world & my palms are sweating."
-Dawson's Creek.
Go up behind her and tickle her.
She'll scream & yell & tell you to stop;
But I promise she'll secretly love it.
You're her entire world, kid.
For every girl with a broken heart
there will be a boy with a glue gun.
I agree that your friends should come first,
But real friends would never make you choose.
As much as you want to,
you can't rely on someone else to make you feel alive.
It's an inside job.
* Dawson's Creek *
I'm the girl who would hurt all my life
just to know that you are happy.
WHEN THiNGS G0 WR0NG . LIFE TAKES iTS UNEXPECTED
TURN ; iTS N i C E T0 KN0W THERES TH0SE FEW PE0PLE
THAT WiLL ACTUALLY LiSTEN T0 Y0UR PR0BLEMS .. x3`
after all the lies, the heartaches
she seemed to fall for him again he`s her everything
&& to him she`s a
memory in the past
I want you. I want all of you. Forever.
You and me. Everyday.
- The Notebook -
truth is i never should have let you go......
when it's all said and done, yes i'm still in love with you
"And once you find happiness in this cruel world
there is always someone trying to take it away."
- Finding Neverland
A little consideration,
a little thought for others,
makes all the difference.
-Winnie the Pooh
So just live. Have wonderful times and make
mistakes. But never second guess where
you've been, where you are, and most of all,
where you're going. -- Sex & the City
I [ can't stand ] him hurting me..
i just can't stand him using me, but
unlinke him i can't just walk away..
i can't forget what we had..it's not
that easy for me to let go of somthing
that was once my life..i guess it
actually mattered to me..
a few more hours to be complete
a few more times< that i can say
ive loved these days. *Billy Joel
theres nothing like sharing the
night with the one you love ..
I'm STRONG;
Keepin my shit in line
even with tears streamin' down my face
I always manage to say "I'M FINE .."
middle school changes people. some for the better,
some for the worst. but if one thing is true; you
find out who your real friends are.
in life you gotta take some risks you cant
steal second base and keep your foot on first
live in a place full of people pretending
to be something they're not. but when i
talk to you, i am the girl i want to be
I dont love you like I loved you before.
I dont love you at all anymore
Love like you've never been hurt.
Cry like you have a million tissues.
Scream like the world is a pillow.
Sing like no one's listening.
Kiss like nothing else matters.
Live how you want to.
People look for love
because its the closest
thing we have to magic.
live life;;
like you wanna remember it
drench yourself in words unspoken
live your life with arms wide open
today is wher you book begins
the rest is still unwritten
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
The Freshman girl
oh so shy
sits and watches the sophmore guy
The sophomore guy
With his head in a whirl
sit and watches the junior gurl
The junior gurl
in her red Sedan
sits and watches the senior man
but the senior man, all hot and wild
secretly loves the freshman child.
A real friend isn`t the person that is nice
to you to your face, it`s the person that is
nice to you behind your back.
if you think he's the one you want, the one you love, and the one that can make you happy no matter how long you've liked
him and no matter what other people say, you should keep trying and waiting.
never regret something that made you smile.
i roll with the best
and nothing less
EVER SiNCE i MET YOU <3
Nobody else is even worth thinking about
you make me smile
when youre not even trying
i wish we were little kids again
because all he would have to do is
tag me and i was it
pshh i was cool before you
even knew what cool meant
live for the moments you
--> cant put into words
we're always together.
we're one of a kind.
3 words to describe us:
partners. in. crime.
she watches as he passes by
with that lovely smile of his
& she wonders if that smile
will ever be because of her
There’s just something about him that made me like him. Ever since the day I met him there was – something
about him – that made me go . a b s o l u t e l y . crazy for him.
Trust me, high school ends, you graduate
And get away from all the people you never
Want to see again, its all good.
--Chad Michael Murray
As you go through life you’ll see there is so
Much that we don’t understand. And the only
Thing we know is things don’t always go the
Way we planned..
**Lion King**
Boy- What’s you biggest fantasy?
Girl- To kiss in the rain. What’s yours?
Boy- To be the one kissing you.
Life is about trusting your feelings
And taking chances
Loosing and finding happiness,
Appreciating the memories,
Learning from the past and realizing
People always change.
one thought of you is all
it takes to leave the rest
of the world behind
it`s easy to say I hate you
but it`s always so hard to mean it.
here would come a time when we have
to stop loving someone..not because that
person started hating us but because we
found out that they'd be happier if we let them go
as we grow up there's going to be many things
that we don't like. hook-ups that mean so much
to one person, && nothing to other. girls who
like the same guy you like ;; you'll meet new
people who may matter more then others might.
but the one guy who stays by you till the end,
will be the one . . .
-- Laguna Beach
my dream is to be the only ones at the drive in movie
sitting bare-foot in the bed of your truck, hand-in-hand
under a blanket and have it start pouring and you asking
me to dance .
when your life falls apart always remember
that i will be the one who will stay to help
you pick the pieces up && when the rest
of the world walks out on you remember
not to close the door because i am the one who
will be walking in to help you through it all
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